wow...i totally forgot i had one of these...haha. i guess my life has just been really really busy lately that i havent really found time to do things. ya no? yea...soo i guess everything is good now. i mean, ive had the roughest week. its been a long ride. everything with school, and shelby has just been really hard. at least im not crying anymore. the past few days, ive been remembering those times that i was at victorias house, and shelby was there, and victoria would get mad at nick or rob, and me and shelby would just laugh. we would think it was the funniest thing. and we also played balderdash. greatest game ever..i think i spelled it right. anyway...yea, we had some great times playin that game. me, victoria, shelby, nick, and sometimes justin. we would just laugh playing it. we would really hav a great time. and im glad im remembering all this, because, i mean, shelby was just a great person to hav around. and her and victoria together, wow, how different they are just shocks me, but somehow, they got along so well. they NEVER fought, ever. they really depended on each other sometimes too, and i mean they really really really did. victoria and i are that way too. its so funny how we are such good friends when we are 2 grades apart, yet we just click. we like doing the same things, and we have fun when we are hanging out. we really do. but just the way her and shelby were, how they really really had something there, it hurts to see it all go away. to see how much pain victoria probably has. i hav a lot of pain, so i cant even begin to imagine her. she lost someone she really loved. we all did. it just goes to show that bad things do happen to good people. they really do. shelby was the nicest person i knew, she was an angel. and now, she really is an angel, a true angel. in heaven, watching us all, looking after us. she is there for us now, all of us. and we pray to her every night, because she can hear us. she will always be there, our angel, our shelby, forever, until we meet her at the pearly gates.

R.I.P Shelby Lauren Richter

3/15/05

WE LOVE SHELBY

wow...i havent wrote in this for a while...well, life is pretty good, besides the fact that im failing biology which kinda sucks...but im not gonna worry about that. but doug is sooo awesome...i love him soo much...and i no im gonna sound mean, but i love the fact that those other girls wanna go out with him soo bad, only he doesnt like them.....hehe, i no im a little weird, but what can i say...I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH!